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The Unseen Grief
Grief and guilt are complicated companions on the journey through loss, especially when navigating the future. In this post, I reflect on the emotional challenges of honoring the children I’ve lost, while also facing the fear, guilt, and awkward moments that arise when sharing my story with others.

Megan Sauer
Apr 2912 min read
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Twin Miscarriage
I started December exhausted, but excited for Xavier's first Christmas. I was looking forward to having the first normal Christmas with...

Megan Sauer
Dec 29, 202212 min read
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The Fourth Trimester
I bet you thought there were only three trimesters...well not many people talk about the fourth trimester which is the first 3 months...

Megan Sauer
Apr 1, 20227 min read
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My Birth Story
The day has finally come! I can't believe I am sitting here right now with a sleeping baby next to me. It feels so surreal. Looking at...

Megan Sauer
Mar 7, 20227 min read
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Infertility Guilt
It's been a while since I took the time to write a new blog and today I wanted to talk about something I like to call "infertility...

Megan Sauer
Jan 2, 20223 min read
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Half Baked Bun!
I have sadly been really slacking on my blog posts since announcing that we were finally pregnant but I am hoping to fix that now that I...

Megan Sauer
Sep 27, 20213 min read
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I'M PREGNANT!
You'd think after 11 weeks that I would be used to it by now, yet here I am staring at those words on the screen thinking "is this really...

Megan Sauer
Jul 25, 20212 min read
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The Tipping Point
It's so interesting to me how fickle emotions can be sometimes...How easy it can be to tip the balance from having a perfectly fine,...

Megan Sauer
Dec 21, 20203 min read
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When to Give Up the Dream?
The question I addressed in my most recent video was a bit of a heavy one. The question asked when we would considering giving up the...

Megan Sauer
Nov 9, 20202 min read
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I am Safe
I’m living in my dreams, they keep me safe from reality. Locking away all thoughts of infertility. In my dreams, I am safe from pregnancy...

Megan Sauer
Jul 13, 20202 min read
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The Never Ending Waiting Game
Rant Incoming: Nothing frustrates me more than the ever present waiting game of infertility. I'm usually a pretty patient person but the...

Megan Sauer
Jul 7, 20203 min read
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The Calm Before the Storm
I was a bit nervous to post my most recent video showing snippets of my friends' and families' reactions to the pregnancy that we just...

Megan Sauer
Jun 8, 20202 min read
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Me vs. The Universe
It's really beginning to seem like the universe is out to get me. I just turned 30 on June 2 was very briefly given the beautiful early...

Megan Sauer
Jun 6, 20203 min read
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Let's Talk Money
The video I posted today goes in depth into every penny we spent on fertility treatments up to this point and it's not a happy number. I...

Megan Sauer
May 31, 20203 min read
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The Wonderful World of Injections
Poke me once...shame on me, poke me twice...shame on you, poke me a million times: IVF My most recent video is about the entire process...

Megan Sauer
May 24, 20204 min read
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Mother's Day Blues
This post is a bit delayed, partly due to avoiding the internet altogether on Mother's Day and partly due to life getting busy and...

Megan Sauer
May 19, 20203 min read
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Two Years, No Baby
Today officially marks 2 years of trying with no success.

Megan Sauer
May 1, 20203 min read
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Pandemic Problems
So, a lot of my blogs are going to be companion pieces to the videos I upload, except they are going to be the more raw unfiltered...

Megan Sauer
Apr 29, 20202 min read
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Baby, Baby, Baby, Oh
A reflection on the past two years and welcome to the site!

Megan Sauer
Apr 26, 20202 min read
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